Constantly changing. I don’t do so well with change. It’s not my preferred environment, really. So I’ve been on sort of a rollercoaster these past few weeks. Lots of change. Positive things mostly.
I am employed once again. I’m so thankful for that, even more so because I actually like my job environment. I haven’t had [...]
There is this point when you’re drinking, or taking anxiety pills, or whatever your particular mind-altering vice is when you reach this wonderful moment of lucidity, of clarity. It’s right between being so depressed and so ordinary and so down-right boring and being totally out of your fucking mind. It’s right before you start slurring [...]
I won’t sneak. I won’t watch my words. I’ll say what I want, when I want. I won’t hide.
If you don’t like what you read, here or elsewhere: Don’t read it. If you accidentally read it, stab your eyes out.
That’s all.
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Life. Life is happening all around me. Constantly. It doesn’t even really need to be said, but here I am, saying it anyways. Maybe because all I’ve been doing these past few months is just taking notice. And that’s even when I can be bothered to do that. Sometimes, actually, I take great pains to [...]
If you’re my friend and I’m drinking; we’re cool. If I love you and I’m drinking; I’ll tear you the fuck apart. Wow. Moment of lucidity here. I really should stop drinking. Friends & Loved Ones: Stop encouraging me to drink! Smoking is OK. Thanks for your time and attention.
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Revelations come when they want to, how they want to, I suppose. I wasn’t expecting for this profound discovery to happen quite this way… Through the traumatic and potentially shattering experience that is rejection and divorce, I had no idea that I would end up discovering my long lost sense of self-worth.
Yet, that’s exactly what [...]
There’s a tattoo of your name across my soul
When I talked to the Ex a few days ago, we discussed our shared sense of disorientation. He said something along the lines of feeling like the earth was spinning so fast beneath our feet and we’re just not able to keep up. Everything is changing and [...]
This blog is being reborn. This will be a place of truth and accountability. This is my place to tell my story, be it through the happy times or the dark ones. Perhaps, someone will find this journal and see that they are not alone in their struggles. Maybe this will help someone else. For [...]
